I got high and ate a ton last night

and now my diet is pretty much ruined. I hate myself for it but I’ll get back on track and work out even harder.

Ugh. This is the bad thing about getting high.

37844) I hate being hungry, but I hate the feeling of food in my stomach even more.

so I talked to my boy on facebook today

for the first time since the 29th. We had a short little convo about the weather and how great Japanese candy is. Then after a stop in our conversation I asked him how his New Year’s went. He never answered that question.

It’s kind of killing me. He got offline a little bit after that. Then got online again, then offline again. And now he just updated his Facebook with a photo from his phone.

No response to my message and I’m beating myself up for it.

tomorrow is a 100 calorie day

I’m a little nervous but I’m hoping to just eat miso soup and drink water all day.

Wish me luck <3

ABC Diet - Day 4

Lunch: vegan quesadilla 210 calories
veggie link 45 calories 

Dinner: instant tofu miso soup 20 calories
one piece of mochi 64 calories
one candy cane 40 calories

 Total: 379/400

I honestly could have done without the mochi or candy cane.